Please forgive me for my lies

I have a confession to make
I never loved you...my love
All the promises I made
I will never fulfill any of them
Those were the tricks of mind
To keep you longer in life
Please forgive me for my lies

I have never shown my real self to you
I had to pretend to have your approval
Afraid to loose you and to be left all alone
My heart can't carry it any more
It has suffered enough because of fear
Now wants to drop all covers
Please forgive me for my lies